Monday, December 27, 2010

the truth is... [5]

People had a habit of looking at me as if I were some kind of mirror instead of a person.
They didn't really see me,
they saw their own lewd thoughts,
then they white-masked themselves by calling me the lewd one...

Friday, December 17, 2010

a sentimental journey

(this post is inspired by/dedicated to Daul Kim)
There are times when you feel disconnected
suddenly feel alienated from the surroundings
out of place
then for some reasons you're able to vividly recall all your sad memories
just rushing back to you
what you have lost along the way and all the regrets

i thought i was in condition where i doesn't even feel remotely unhappy
strong enough
kept my self busy enough
busy enough to fool myself thinking that i m over you.
yet, there is always those times
times where your body n soul longing for a sense of belongings
a companionship
and simply just wanted to be loved

i cried
for hapiness
for sadness
but most of all
for emptyness
~Daul Kim 
Image credit: Google Images

Saturday, December 11, 2010

here's to another year of experience

On this special day of mine, i would like to say few gratitudes...

I am thankful that i don't already have everything i desire,
if i did, what would there be to look forward to

i am thankful when i don't know something
for it gives me the opportunity to learn

i am thankful for the difficult times
during those times i grow

i am thankful for my limitations
because they give me opportunities for improvement

i am thankful for each new challenge
because it will build my strength and character

i am thankful for my mistakes
they teach me valuable lessons

i am thankful when i'm tired and weary
because it means i've tried my best to do something and made a difference

and i am thankful for each lovely souls that was and still a part of my life
for each and everyone of them are the one that shaped me and gave meaning to this thing i called life.

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. I'm gonna enjoy the trip ☆

Friday, December 10, 2010

when words fall, music speaks [2]

独り Empty Roomもう帰る意味もない
待つ事の虚しさにまだ耐えている My Heart
あきらめたくないPrecious Time
Every timeI See Through Your Eyes

Can't Let Go

一人でもYou say it's alright
戻れないThose Precious Time
Everytime I Feel In My Heart

Say This Time I Won't Let Go

Jay'ed - Can't Let Go

Friday, December 3, 2010

Words on differences

It is good to know something of the customs of different people in order to judge more soundly of our own, 
and so that we might not think that all that which is contrary to our own ways be ridiculous and contrary to reason, as those who have seen nothing have the habit of doing.