Hello there old friend.

have you ever..

listen to a song..

saw a picture..

and it just brings you back to a memory from long long time ago, it feels like a different lifetime.

suddenly all the feelings, emotions just came in like waves hitting you from the inside

you feel like you're going to burst

the pain, the loneliness, the emptiness, 

your body still remember after all these years

all turned to tears. not real. But you can feel it streaming down your face.

it all happened in a single second.