bittersweet memory

The funny thing about remembering the times when we were together is that, it could make me smile and also capable of making me cry.
I want to forget, to save myself from remembering the pain but I can't do it because it would also cost me the memories that makes me smile.
When it comes to past relationship, will there be a day that we will ever forget the way it feels? Forget how great it was.. How painful it was..? Or we will forever be haunted by the memories of those people that have become nothing more then familiar strangers..

.......
Seriously, could my pms gets any worse then this! It turns me into this emo bitch blabbering about feelings and even worse, past relationships! plus, my mood swings is just horrible. I despise myself atm. Before I talks more nonsense, I might as well shut my eyes n sleep. Good night.

berry pink

 Sony Vaio W Series

i am not a pink person, but, say no more.. i have a huge crush with this cute little thing <3

the truth is... [3]

nobody can escape the pain...

it's right there with you wherever you are.

all you can hope for is a one good day, a day where you feel like that day is different from the other, that your life could actually change and get better.

that kind of day will made the pain less hurtful, and gradually you will forget it all together and even learn to move on with your life.

that kind of day is what they called "a new beginning" or "light of hope".

but the scar... the scar will always be there, you just forgot how much it hurts.

the truth is... [2]

~Uma Thurman as Eliza Welsh, in Motherhood

nights are not just for sleep

 T's - Zara; Black skinny pants - n/a; Black canvas high tops sneakers - Converse; Black leather shoulder bag - n/a

well, in my case... most of the time, nights are for work.

you see, my work schedule lately been messing up with my life pattern. this constant morning shift-night shift swap in my weekly schedule is turning into serious physical exhaustion. i have to consider getting myself a routine mild body work out.

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the truth is... [1]

 

...there, i said it.

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