Friday, March 30, 2012
Friday, March 23, 2012
inside my head
my brain is a wild jungle full of scary gibberish..
i should eat something, no i should sleep, i'm so sleepy,
i want to read, oh, i better watch the next episode of breaking bad before going to bed,
oh wait, i definitely should continue streaming that japanese drama i watched the other day
will the weather be nice tomorrow, i really feels like going down to the beach,
godd, why is it so dark outside,
why am i here, alone?
the internet connection better not suck
what's that sound outside my window!
i should finished all the grapes tonight, will it be bad by tomorrow?
my room's such a mess,
crap! i forgot to picked up my laundry yesterday,
i should go on shopping spree soon, i think i need to get new outfits,
gah! writing these nonsense killing my neck.
i'm seriously need a comfy chair and a coffee table,
shall i make myself a cup of coffee,
...
...
i should eat something, no i should sleep, i'm so sleepy,
i want to read, oh, i better watch the next episode of breaking bad before going to bed,
oh wait, i definitely should continue streaming that japanese drama i watched the other day
will the weather be nice tomorrow, i really feels like going down to the beach,
godd, why is it so dark outside,
why am i here, alone?
the internet connection better not suck
what's that sound outside my window!
i should finished all the grapes tonight, will it be bad by tomorrow?
my room's such a mess,
crap! i forgot to picked up my laundry yesterday,
i should go on shopping spree soon, i think i need to get new outfits,
gah! writing these nonsense killing my neck.
i'm seriously need a comfy chair and a coffee table,
shall i make myself a cup of coffee,
...
...
the truth is... [9]
you're not friends.
you'll never be friends
you'll be in love until it kills you both.
you'll fight, and you'll shag, and you'll hate each other until it makes you quiver,
but you'll never be friends.
love isn't brains,
it's blood,
blood screaming inside you to work its will.
i may be love's bitch, but at least i'm brave enough to admit it.
Friday, March 16, 2012
15.05 17.03.2012
It’s weird that somehow you found yourself relate to a depressed or damaged character in a movie when you thought all this time that you have a perfectly good life.
It makes you think again, were you happy?
Then another question pops up, is this was all I was ever going to get out of life, was it enough for me?
Is it going to get downhill from now on?
Whenever i’m alone in my room i can’t help but to get bitter.
I’m a very social and lively person, you see,
yet the dark side of me always gets the best of me whenever i’m all by myself.
It makes you think again, were you happy?
Then another question pops up, is this was all I was ever going to get out of life, was it enough for me?
Is it going to get downhill from now on?
Whenever i’m alone in my room i can’t help but to get bitter.
I’m a very social and lively person, you see,
yet the dark side of me always gets the best of me whenever i’m all by myself.
One thing i'm sure i must do, is learn to be my own best friends because i fall too easily into the trap of being my own worst enemy.
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